Something that often keeps me up at night (and invariably gives me a slow start in the morning) is wondering what if?
You often see facebook groups called "I play out scenarios in my head" or "I play out conversations in my head" and I have to say I'm very guilty of both. But ultimately I always come to the same conclusion;
"That's not how it is, it didn't work out that way"
I give myself an answer and I console myself. All that shit happened and it makes what's about to happen soooooo worth it. The "god works in mysterious ways" arguement if you will.
To be continued, (I'm mid cider and party)